Special Guest Posting # 5

And now, live from Rav 9 -- Here's Debbie!

Dear FOD's and Family -- GET ME OUTTA HERE!! Ok, it is almost week five and I am a little crazy. But there has to be an easier way to do this. I just read last night's blog -- it made it sound so funny, but let me tell you -- it was not funny yesterday! I agree with Kris and I do need a hunky, private body guard. He can transport me as needed, insure that only good news guys get in and chase the food service people out the window. Seriously, I am doing OK -- just really, really anxious to come home.

My vision is still blurry, but the docs. say that it should clear up in a week. My platelates should not go down that low again, so hopefully, this is a one time thing.

I did about 10 laps today with the boys and Joe. It does feel better to keep moving. Maybe tomorrow I will poke my head out the front door, so long as it doesn't freeze off.

We have sad news to report. Simmie was put to sleep today. She had been in failing health for some time and was no longer able to control her lower regions. Joey insisted on taking her himself and as you can imagine, he is having a hard time with this loss. The boys came down right after the vet and we shared some good memories and that helped the boys.

Your continued support and love with the cards, letters, blogs, calls, and well wishes, inspire me every day. Truly, this is what is getting me through this. I love each and every one of you and I hope that we can all get together for a big bash once I get out of here and get my Cosmo legs back underneath me.

The bone marrow is scheduled for Monday. Keep the prayers coming.

Love always,

Debbie